leggiero

really happy these day.. found that life can be soooo meaningful without exams..

after much soul searching, i finally found what i really enjoy in life.. that is self-expression.. eh, blogging though is a form of self-exp, it still cause more pain coz firstly my eng cmi secondly it make me dwell in thots... at least happy thoughts are better than sad thots.. eggie sound quite happy today haha i think he is gettin used to the life, in many ways, he is much better than me coz i think i really cannot tahan the two yrs.. luckily come out for a break b4 goin back in.. hmm.. i diverged.. (heh, should i have any sentence break somewhere)

i love music coz tis a process of self-expression.. i oso love art coz i think the visual dna puts it very well, tis everyday living like chair being elevated to a new level of aesthetic appreciation.. tis not sth on the wall where there is no involvement, instead, it is ingrained in the everyday living.. tis a epitome of life.. making my life really busy these days.. but really fun.. i enjoy it..

i think enjoyment comes in when one is really engrossed doing something.. anything..

y i always blog about crappy and warped philosophy.. hmm.. but i think it relates a lot to my daily life, tis just that i feel that the moral of the story is more impt than the story itself..

i suddenly noe how i blog already.. i would say.. if i do sth and make my decision on it, i will always be ready to pay the price and make up for it.. making corrections may not be a bad thing at all coz at least i noe the mistake and noe the pain of making a wrong decision..

when i actually meant: wah today very sian.. took imm bus go clementi.. in the end reach clementi i din alight coz i see some pple nvr alight.. i thot the bus may make a u-turn and stop at my side and thot i have like forty-five min to spare.. might as well take the bet and continue riding.. din bother asking the driver or other passenger oso.. wah take the bus..5 min.. nvr u turn.. 10 min.. still nvr turn.. wah 15 min STILL HAVEN U-TURN! i noe i in deep-sh*t le.. like i oni have 30 min to go back clementi.. i alighted then look around.. heng arh! i was in ginza.. i thot confirm plus chop got direct bus go clementi one lor.. since ginza in clementi region.. (para break here shld be adequate)

lucky leh (was never so lucky for 4d or toto though), i got the bus guide cum map sponsored by ntuc with me... take out check.. i then noe i was in DEEPER sh*t.. no dir bus.. i call egg he still tell me bus 30 go clementi.. after yrs of his pranks i noe nvr to trust him.. indeed if i took 30 will be in haw par villa in 30 min time n not clementi.. no choice take bus 11 lor.. wearing my army sandals, i ran for my life ( my class cost me 30 per class.. even one second is money!) .. ran and ran and ran.. in the end i should reach aye but i reach west coast highway.. WAD THE! arghgghghg! i motivated myself!!! 30 for one hour that is one min fifty cent and every second is ONE CENT SINGAPORE DOLLAR! how can i give up hope?

enlightened, i ran like in jack neo's film, yeah in the opposite direction.. all the way back to the wet market, the ginza shopping centre, the carpark, one street, one overhead bridge, nus high sch, nan hua sec, one more road, one more car park, one housing estate, cross overhead bridge over clementi road i think then across clementi swimming pool one more BLOODY carpark.. finally...

CLEMENTI! (now my mind is playing Aida's Triumphant March.. DA DI DI DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA EVERY SINGLE CENT IS SAVED! HAHAHAHA!)

i have deciphered myself.. what an achievement.. what a miser though much is exaggerated and 如有雷同,纯属巧合。。

yup another long-winded boring entry..

oh yeah.. prob goin russia for hols with family...
can't wait.. tis such a romantic country! not a typically romantic but the hue of mystery and the deadly attraction of the ideal of communism and the tsar and rachmaninov and st petersburg.. i just like the mood..

france and spain probably nxt nxt destination.. both oso very romantic.. france for its arts and the Revolution! Napoleon! impressionistic art form! debussy! Spain.. love the guitar music.. the flamenco dance is hot and fiery.. the sun.. yet the most wonderful is the tinge of melancholy blended into the culture.. though the dance is fiery though the music is passionate but one can always spot the shade of sadness in the bright sunlight...

i nid to slp.. i really hate blogging.. i type too slow and tok non-stop.. i prefer other forms of self-expression..