new year, old me

new year.. dunno to feel happy or sad?
haha.. hmm..
i wish i were a kid again with less worries? oh well i did have worries when i was young, didnt i?
i wish i were old, no need to work when i can lead a idyllic way of life by the mountain or sea? oh well death is very near, isnt it?
i wish i wish no longer... the present is for me to live and cherish.. even though there are challenges ahead...
convinced myself? probably..