silenced

hmm.. i guess my rants and blabberings shld come to a stop.. at most like blog every one week or two weeks or one mth.. not that i have nothing to say but i have too much to say.. 90 yrs and it will never end.. my sec sch tchr always complained abt my talkativeness and sent me to sit with a quietest guy in class.. even more silent than egg.. and i got him talking too haha! but hmm i got more quiet and held back my verbose speech more.. haha.. probably coz i m single child and have no one of my age to tok at home.. just like egg?

i guess i m a hypocrite.. on the outside i seem to be facetious but on the inside.. just think too much.. haha.. aniwae only nerds share abt their thought on meaning of life and enlightenment.. unless one is a devout christian or buddhist or taoist who i m not..reminded me of my friend who thought abt the meaning of life before he commited suicide.. i m full of sympathy.. even though life is a blind-ending alley with death as the inevitable end.. one shld contribute to society and to the pple ard.. to bring joy or at least lend a helping hand.. no matter how tough life maybe.. one should religiously walk through it.. sh*t.. i m getting verbose again.. i love the word vicissitude.. tis a word george washington used in his first presidential speech to describe the ups and downs in his life.. yeah.. life is simply think less do more.. uncertainty awaits aheads but road will be straight when mountains comes...

egg and me on the outside are quite different.. one intro one extro.. ha! but on the inside when the shell is cracked.. not much diff.. probably i couldnt call myself a hypocrite as i nvr backstab or at least not that i noe of..

therefore i decided to shut up and stop blabbering and ranting incessantly.. sometime tis necessary to suppress one's feeling and impulse.. thats y i am a human.. not a tiger..